Friday, July 31, 2009

A Wolf in a Sheep's Clothing.

Its funny how people behave when they do not get what they want, when they want it. At times in life, people are not always available to be by your side, to help you, to hold you hand. They have their own commitments, agendas, and some just cannot be there for you anymore. They do not seem to recollect our past deeds and curse at you, say bad things in front of you (God knows what they say behind your back), and generally throw a very childish act. To the extent of insulting your lackings.

There is one thing I learn from what happened today. And that is, you still haven't grow up.

Beneath that modest, holy veil of yours, lies a big bad wolf.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

I'm So Hot Baby.



I dedicate this Music Video, to a special cute somebody. Keep on rockin' my life cause you're so hot hot hot~

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

My W890i is Going Bonkers!


My W890i has been a burden to me lately. After nearly 1.5 years with me, it has decided to play punk and threatened to hand in a resignation letter by continually playing mc, aka keeps restarting by itself for no apparent reason. Me angry. =(

The restarting thing happened at the beginning of this month. What I initially thought to be a one-off thing, turns out to be something severe. After every text I send, the display would go "Inactive SIM" and it would reboot. Like wth?

My previous phone, a k700i also has problems. Keypad can't work, screen cracked and all that nonsense. I think Sony Ericsson phone aren't hardy phones. Gotta get something else next time around. So right now, I'm hunting for a phone that costs less than a hundred. Someone, suggest a phone!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Hou Heng Bike Shop. Me Likes!

After bitching about that stooopid LHM Racing bike shop at JB, let me praise this bike shop (Hou Heng Bike Shop) for their superb know-how and service. I had merely wanted to change my engine oil and rear drum brake pads, but somehow, things led to another, and I ended up changing a lot of things.

My experience started off on the wrong foot though. The moment I rode up to the shop this kid, about Primary 5 or 6 came up to me and asked "Ada apa abang? Boleh saya tolong?" (Yes big brother? Can I help?) No thanks to the experience with the boys at LHM Racing, my mood changed for the worse. I told him about my oil and brakes, and he pointed me into the shop, where an elder, more mature fellow came to take over.

Turns out, that boy was like a receptionist for the shop. Thank God! I saw him doing the clearing of tools, attending to potential customers and doing basic tasks.

While the mechanic was fixing up the bike, I thought I should give my carb a good washing, and told him to. And when he was done and fixed it up, he heard the annoying knocking sound which had bugged my bike for the past year when he started the cold engine. He didn't bat an eyelid and told me that the tensioner needs replacing. I was skeptical because my previous mechanic at LHM said there was smth wrong with my piston. But I gave him the benefit of the doubt, and let him change, with the condition that if it doesn't solve the problem, he has to take it out.

OMG. And when he replaced it, no knocking sound! I was so happy la~

Then came the rear brakes. When he was done with it and give the engine a rev, immediately he found that there was something wrong with the chains. He showed me that some parts of the chain are in good condition, while some, have gone loose. OMG. I swore he was like a God-Mechanic of sorts. Got the chain and sprocket changed, and I was damn happy la~

Conclusion, bike as good as just come out from shop!!!! <3 <3 <3!!!

This was my damage:
1) Sprocket + Chain = RM65
2) Tensioner = RM40
3) Wash Carb = RM13
4) Engine Oil = RM13
5) Rear Brakes = RM14

Exchange rate was SGD$100 = RM$243.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Do Not Patronise LHM Racing at Ah Gua Lane.

I was severely pissed off with my mechanics (LHM Racing, from Ah Gua Lane, JB) a while back. Well, they're not exactly the same ones I usually go to, but it seems that the shop doesn't give a damn about service standards. The mechanics were too young, not professional and did not handle my bike with due care. I went over on a Saturday night, around 11pm and I was pissed with them due to the following reasons.

1) They don't know how to fix a box rack to my bike. Like wth? Mechanic dunnoe how to fix something so simple?

2) They promised me a Monokey rack, when obviously it wasn't. Worse thing is, they insisted it was Monokey and didn't admit their fault.
3) They wasted a lot of my time, 2 hours in fact just to get the box.
4) They had left my suspensions unscrewed to the chassis. This made me blowup and prompted me to blog about this shop. And the stupid mechanic with an equally stupid face didn't even say sorry, but said "Ini tak jatoh la, jgn takot". (Don't worry, this thing won't fall off) Bloody hell, you already made a mistake, you better be a man and apologise! He did even have the balls to argue back. Idiot.
5) They mumbled among themselves, "Takpe, customer cakap apa kita buat... Sabar je" in a sarcastic manner after I shouted at them about the unscrewed suspensions.
6) They fixed my fairings the wrong way, and yet again, insisted that it was right. I had to manually unscrew it, and show to the boy how its done. Urgh. If I had to do it on my own, what's the use going to a shop?
7) When I complained direct to the boss, he just stared blankly into outer space and didn't even apologise for the bad service! He even got the cheek to ask me for the full amount of RM55 for the rack when he should give me a discount for the mistakes his boys made.

Stupid shop. I'm never going back there again! In fact, I'm already patronising another shop, Hou Heng. I'll blog about that sometime tomorrow.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Give You my All.

Giving everything I've got, and what I get in return is this.

And that is why I tell you it is difficult.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Michael Jackson, Gone.

Watching Michael Jackson's concert videos, music videos and the likes brings chills down my spine. This man, so great, so well-liked and idolised by many, is already gone. I bet most of you have tried to emulate his dance moves, his moon walks, and sang along to his songs. Oh my, Michael Jackson is really phenomenal. I can't think of anybody who could come close to him.

May Michael Jackson rest in peace. Al-Fateha.

Monday, July 20, 2009

You're My Exception.

Really made me wonder why some things are so easy to do when before, it was much much more difficult. Is it because of experience? Or is there something else? Why does everything fall in place, when it hasn't been all these while? Is it because of obstacles or barriers that never thought existed? Or perhaps there are keepers who restrict the goals we strive for.

Days such as these are hard to come by. Worries disappear into the darkness, sorrows replaced with happiness, hopes restored, and now, it feels like basking in the warmth of the sun on a chilly day. Ahhhh...

There's purpose and meaning in life now. I see it clearer than ever before. It is a focus I shouldn't lose sight of, and the destination seems so near, it feels like I could grasp it here right now. A few more steps, just a few more. And it will soon come true.

You, are my exception.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Stand Up After Each Fall.

I learnt a lesson in life today.

That after each fall, there's always an outstretched hand ready to pull you up. Never give up, never let go of the hand, and put on a smile. =)

There's so much to learn from optimistic individuals. And I'm lovin' it!

Busy week up ahead.

God give me strength.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Watching Manchester United.

I was left wondering at my own stupidity last night, and kicked myself for not thinking out of the box. As you guys know, Manchester United is playing in Malaysia later today, and here I am in Singapore, not watching them! OMG, I just missed the oppurtunity to watch Carrick, Rooney, Van Der Sar and Berbatov play! Haiz...

Never mind, the next time they come to anywhere in South-East Asia, I'll be there to watch them play! Be it Jakarta, KL, Ho Chi Minh, Luzon or heck, Bangkok, I'll be there!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

The Thing About my Busy-ness.

July has been a tough month so far for me physically. Work is never ending but manageable, dates kept on planning, room to maintain and new things to study. When the going gets tough, its comforting to have an arm around your neck at the end of a long tiring weekday, and a cute lass who loves you. =)

*snaps back to reality*

I had a terrible experience at my bike shop just last week. Friends, let's not go there anymore. One of these days, gotta recce the area and find another 'haunt'. heheh.

In other news, I've been reading a lot on shipping, the routes they take, waters around Singapore and the standard operational procedures. Its kinda fascinating to learn there is so much money in the shipping industry because all along, I've been too focused on the Electronics market and such. Every ship needs charts for navigation, books to refer to, and instruments to operate, and there are opportunities in this industry. A very good lesson in life I must say. Oh and it is true that Singapore has a deep natural harbour. God is great for giving this gift to our tiny island.

Must start planning my life. 3-year plan, back on track!

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Take my Hand, Come With Me.

Its you, and me
Movin at the speed of light into eternity
Tonight, is the night
To join me in the middle of ectacy
Feel the melody and the rhythm of the music around you

Ima take you there, Ima take you there
So dont be scared, Im right here, ya ready?
We can go anywhere
Go anywhere
But first, its your chance
Take my hand
Come with me

Its like I waited my whole life
For this one night
Its gon be me you and the dance floor
Cuz we only got one night
Double your pleasure
Double you fun
And dance forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever (forever)
Ever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever on the dance floor

Feels like were on another level
Feels like our loves intertwine
We can be two rebels
Breakin the rules
Me and you
You and I
All you gotta do is watch me
Look what I can do with my feet, baby
Feel the beat inside
Im drivin, you could take the front seat
Just need you to trust me
Girl girl girl
Its like now

Its a long way down
We so high off the ground
Sendin for an angel to bring me your heart
Girl where did you come from?
Got me so undone
Gazin in your eyes got me sayin
What a beautiful lady
No ifs ands or maybes
Im releasin my heart
And its feelin amazing
Theres no one else that matters
You love me
And I wont let you fall girl
Let you fall girl
Yeah, I wont let you fall
Let you fall
Let you fall
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Like an Arrow Through the Heart.


I seek refuge,
from the very hands that supported me,
through a portion of life.

It had hit me,
Like an Arrow through the Heart.

Time to re-focus.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Picking Petals.

Life is indeed funny, with a lot of twists and turns.

She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Ahhhh!!! My Box!!!

Was riding to school at night the other day, when I heard a crack after going over a hump. I didn't thought much of it, until I decided to do a thorough inspection of my bike this morning. Seems that the box rack is falling apart!!!

OMG.

Come to think of it, I have been abusing that box for quite a while. Cat food as much as 4kg, cat litter, 5kg sack of rice, cartons of coca-cola, are just some of the load the box took in. Maybe its time to get a new rack...

Time to pay a visit to my JB Mechanic, Yus and Ati.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Packed Days.


Packed days are great

It makes life so much more meaningful

Make me feel special

Someone

Please?

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Controlling the Mind, When the Body is Tired

Night cycling was a riot and great fun! It was also the first time I cycled into town with, and it was kinda weird having the streets of Orchard Road all to yourself. And oooooo, that iON thingy looks nice la.~

And because I'm a thinker (you can also call me a day-dreamer), many thoughts raced to mind while I huffed and puffed up hills and mountains. Stuff like school, the girl next door, the cute dolphin girl, frustrations in life, past relationships, abrasions at the genitals, 12pm meet-up, and etc etc. It is surprising to just step back from all that nonsense to see just how much things can run through the mind when you are getting tired. And most of them contributed negatively to my life.

So perhaps today, I'd write about "Controlling the mind, when the body is tired."

I was introduced to a high level of fatigue unknown to me before harshly back in the army. The body gets so tired, the only thing you want to do is sleep/rest. I started to behave in a very unpleasant manner, scolded people around me, and put myself above others. Back then, I thought it was normal for everyone to do that, but that is a sign of mental weakness when I compared myself to others, who seemed to perform better than me.

And so in my days in SAFTI, while on duty, I analysed how the officers work, noted their ethics and tried emulating their methods. Of course, not all officers are capable leaders. I simply took the goodness in each of them, and rejected their weaknesses.

These are just some of the points I think is worth sharing, with help from www.hcadvocate.org:

1) Ask for Help/Get Help
There is no point doing things alone, unless your work specifically asks for it. Do things in the company of others. Sure, it might need some man-management, but it is great fun, and the social nature of it lifts morale.

2) Change that Attitude
Everything is negative when the body gets tired. Watch for negative 'self-talk'. By changing your attitude, and motivating yourself to remain happy/sane/selfless, the battle is already half won.

3) Breathing
Breathe slowly, regulate it and feel the rush of air filling the lungs. It is mental therapy and breathing in a relaxed manner ensures your brain is well-fed with oxygen.

4) Conserve Energy
Push/slide instead of lifting. Sit whenever possible. Maintain good posture and comfortable work heights. Because conserving energy means you can last longer, operate at the highest efficiency and get more things done with less calories.

5) Keep Hydrated
This is a very powerful point. Drink before you feel thirsty and sip intermittently to allow your body to absorb the fluid. When you feel really really tired, try drinking Isotonic drinks like 100plus, H-Two-O. You'll be surprised that it does give you a slight energy boost as it replenishes the salt lost through your activities.

6) Laughter
Heard of the saying, Laughter is the best Medicine? Laugh at any available oppurtunity. Even at the most lame jokes/riddles/comments. It creates a feel-good feeling and in fact, look for oppurtunities to laugh and go crazy! Crack jokes, make others smile!

7) Personal Appearance and Grooming
I call this, body maintenance. Your body, like a machine needs maintenance. A well-oiled machine means it can perform better, and faster. If you have a sore knee, massage it. If you have long nails, cut it. If you got a frozen shoulder, seek medical help. If you got blurry vision, see an optician. If you feel good and clean, you can perform better. And that is why, soldiers always look forward to the day when they have a good clean bath, and a change of underwear.

8) The Human Touch
When you're all down and out, try to encourage your partner/friends by using touch. Stroke their back, pat their heads and give a hug. Time and time again, I surprise myself when I look at the boost I gave to my men by giving a small pat on the shoulder.

9) Smile
Because smiling when your body is punished badly is just exhilirating.

10) Avoid negative people
Sometimes, some people are just not worth motivating. They have no self-reflections at all. These people are diseases and instead of trying to keep them upbeat, leave them if they're not critical to your life. It sounds heartless, but it will do you more good than bad.

Ahhh... 10 points in all. I could go on forever but let's just stop here aites.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Lazy Sunday. Again.

Didn't accomplish much today.
What matters is sharing my life with people I love.

1 more week.

Friday, July 3, 2009

On Top of the World.


It has been a week of great accomplishment.

Feels good to do something with my own life. Make a difference to other people, get to know God in another way, explore new places, learn new things, and meet new people to love. Its the sense of satisfaction you get when you accomplish the things that you planned the week before. Like a mountain, you scale it day in day out. You complain throughout the journey because its tiring, but once you reach the top and look all around, ahhhhh, it feels like heaven.

Tuesday :)

Greatest lesson I learnt this week, is to never hope so much from a person. If you do, you will be disappointed time and time again. It is human nature to never be perfect in the eyes of others. as it seems that the key to social happiness is to accept the imperfections of someone, and pardon him/her whenever possible.

That will be all then because....... I feel the need for speed this weekend!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Road to Mandalay.


This sombre song would drain the sun
But it won't shine until its sung

No water running in the stream
The saddest place we've ever seen

I like to sleep beneath the trees
Have the universe at one with me
Look down the barrel of a gun
And feel the Moon replace the Sun

Save me from drowning in the sea
Beat me up on the beach
What a lovely holiday
Theres nothing funny left to say

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Shagged.

Someone, carry me home.

Headache.

There was a lot of work today and I had a throbbing headache. The kind I get whenever I do not drink sufficiently, or when I've been too focused doing something. Urgh.